It's In My DNA

I'm just a girl with ambition

Delayed Realization

Nothing hurts more than realizing a mistake you made. Realizing that everything you ever wanted in a man was standing right before you. Someone who loved you for who you were, who knew you better than anyone else ever could. We understood and understand each other so much and I’m beating myself up for only now realizing that. I feel like a fool to say the least. But, the way I view it is I would not have known and would not have come to this realization without the experiences we’ve had together. The intense emotional roller coasters, the high, highs and the low, lows. He was undeniably one of the best things to ever happen in my life. He made me better and he made me complete. But why, did it take me so long to realize it? The simple fact that I wanted to see whatever else is out there, when in reality, nothing is as good as what I had; the true and pure feeling towards another. He holds a special place in my heart and I hope that I can continue to evolve into the woman he knows I have potential to be and I can watch him grow into an even better amazing man. I know one day we will come together once again, even stronger than before. I love him and I can’t deny that fact. And I want nothing but the best for him. He will always be my love.